Nice Things

Beck, Hole, unknown bands that are cool, scaring people, cutting things into your skin, being individual and odd, words like vodka and antidisestablishmentarianism and smock, being smart, having a cute boyfriend when your friends are dateless, guys biting you, making people feel sick, hair died bizarre colors, lizards, being up front about your sexuality, guys in dresses, jeans that don’t fit, "The Breakfast Club", sitting at an all guy lunch table (well, beside you), spelling girl ‘grrrl’, computers, stupid people not knowing they’re stupid, making fun of preps, being able to draw, bizarre books (to show the English teacher), being controversial, writing poems that don’t suck, getting email, friends in kick ass bands, nice people, non-red/pink nailpolish, picking your nose, hugging everyone, candles that smell good, getting attention, being a Leo (with a Pisces ascendant), Dr. Pepper, sugar, weird clothes, Mentos, cool websites, pissing off preps/bitches, FINE GUYS EVERYWHERE, my hair, knowing stuff about other people’s lives (in other words, gossip), VW bugs, big shoes, guys liking you, male friends, being skinny yet curvy, glue, Talk Soup, cool DJ’s, falling on the floor in the middle of the hall at school, art festivals, good food, standing up for what you believe in, not taking shit from guys, knowing friends that can drive, getting your boyfriend back, having supportive friends, buying a ticket to a PG movie and sneaking into an R rated one (tee, hee, hee), alien stickers, silver, PDA’s (but only if it’s you and your love),talking bad about bitches, lighting matches, Halloween, the X-Files, quoting lines from kick ass movies, dying your hair with Kool-Aid, blue lipstick, penguins, MST3K, kick ass screen-savers, sleeping pills, snakes, Monty Python, eating ice, black eyeliner, friends that are really your friends, getting your way, being loud, not washing your hair because some prick said you should, knowing that the only good country song is one of Beck’s, having no religion, forcing people to take care of you, pretty dresses (they do exist), smiling , ice blue, some talk shows (Jerry, Ricki, Sally, Rolonda, Montel, Oprah), very bizarre friends, beautiful scars, being special, COMPLIMENTS, milk, Café Ole, sedatives, nerdy glasses, shrimp for breakfast, tiaras, weighing 108 lbs., Pro-Choice people, being famous, really cool lyrics (like "Geeks do not have pedigrees or perfect punk rock resumes or anorexic magazines. It smells like girl, it smells like girl."), the perfect suicide, Wicca!!, making websites, going through some really bad times with your boyfriend but working it out, when things go right

Evil, Icky Things

weenie bands, having ugly guys obsess over you, trends, English writing assignments, depression, spinach, moldy things growing in your room, math, Kurt committing suicide, people writing stupid poems, girls telling you you’re anorexic/horrible/unable to sing/going to hell, people not listening to you, bitches who steal boyfriends, getting dumped, dumb rules, being sad and no one caring, getting sick, not seeing the love of your life for weeks, being discriminated, people laying guilt on you, losing your best friend, preppy ass girls thinking they’re hot, bad aliases, being younger than all your friends, staying in the closet about your sexuality, wondering if you’re going to get dumped or not, Axl Rose, people who pretend that they can do something and they suck dick at it, Christian’s liking Marilyn Manson (duh, he’s anti-Christ), not being able to have something you really, really want, loving a guy who will never love you, liking someone that everyone likes (like Beck [He’s mine! He’s mine!]), THAT GODDAMN TIME OF THE MONTH, being ugly, low self-esteem, cheerleaders, guys who cut/dye their hair and then are no longer fine, people having apathy towards you and your goddamn brilliant ideas, everyone dying their hair black (WHY?????!!!!!!!!), frowning, people obsessed with their weight, not being allowed to go pee, little animals biting you, STD’s, eating disorders, other talk shows (Geraldo, Leeza, Jenny), rednecks, having no singing talent

Veruca

OK. So my name isn't really Veruca Oscar Salt. It's Emily. And, no, I didn't get the name from the band. I stole it from Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. (Groovy Movie). Oscar and Veruca are my nicknames. I don't know where Oscar came from, but Veruca came from the fact that, well, I want what I want, and I want it now!!

One Day

You all will be my slaves! You will all bow down to me and kiss my feet! You will brush and curl my hair! You will beg to borrow my clothes! All of you that pissed me off will be sorry! All of you will be under my rule! I am the all-mighty Veruca! AH HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA!!!!!!

I'm   Trying   To   Take   Up   Space!!! 

I see the shame in your eyes

Seeing isn't believing
Or is it?
Maybe you're really dead inside your heart
Everyday you die a little more
Time isn't what we really see
I know
Maybe you're really cold inside your head
Everyday you kill a little more
Somedays

What would happen if we died?
Over the seas of Europe
Never passing by home again
Dying everyday
Ever so quietly
Run

I am your lover
Forever

I am never here

Are we figments of imagination?
Making time pass away from here?

Run
Ether and water
Always slide down the back of the throat
Lonely
Lovingly
Yearning for pace

How long must we be here?
Everyday
Run away from apathy?
Even just to run into atrophy...

If any of you have AOL Instant Messager, I'm veruca6999

And, no, I'm not completely demented.

Just a little bit.

=)

10 little monkeys

Jumping on the bed.

One fell of and bumped its head.

Mama called the doctor

And the doctor said...

No more monkeys jumping on the bed!!!